Thursday, August 25, 2011

sugar.cookies

I made homemade Kneaders sugar cookies. can you say oh my?! yum!!!


& forb worked so late last night so I left him a little note....


:))

Thursday, August 18, 2011

pallet shelf

I'm one lucky woman! forb found me the perfect pallet to make this awesome shelf/frame! this weekend! woooo



Thursday, August 11, 2011

want no need

I try real hard not to covet things but I would give up half my closet to own these boots this winter & every winter forevermore for that matter.


don't mind the ghetto iPhone screen :)

Wednesday, August 10, 2011

baby

pictures like this make me want one....



Monday, August 8, 2011

dinner

tonights dinner consisted of Parmesan crusted chicken & pesto stuffed shells. so good. searching for a job that has me cooking/baking all day.....


:))

Friday, August 5, 2011

you

god gave me you for the ups and downs.
god gave me you for the days of doubt.
for when I think I lost my way there are no words to say it's true.
god gave me you.
on my own i'm only half of what I could be. I can't do without you.


lover I love you!!!!!!!

Tuesday, August 2, 2011

independent

trust; [noun] to have confidence or reliance on somebody or something. or to confidently allow somebody to do something.
i guess I've always had a struggle trusting and relying on other people. i think it's just the way I was built. it's always made more sense to be independent and do everything myself. if something doesn't get done it's my fault. I don't have to redo something that someone else already did because it's been done wrong. sure sometimes it makes life more busy & stressful than it needs to be but i'm a big planner and checking things off make me feel accomplished.
being independent has never been a problem.
but now, now I see what a hinderance the inability to trust is. I think I've gotten better at trusting but I still can't let go completely, I try not to let people close enough to cause pain. there is one man though who I love enough that I let him in. sometimes it's total and complete reliability on him and other times it's 90%. but I can definitely see the lack of ability to trust on my part becoming an issue. so because I want to trust in him & everyone 100% I need your help.
how do I reverse my inability to trust those closest to me? or anyone for that matter?

sincerely
mrs no longer wants to be independent